New website

Hello I have a website on here for my jewelry business if anyone wants to check it out.  Its called jamieschainjewelry@wordpress.com  go check it out and order your jewelry today.
Have a great day

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My life back

I want my life back to normal.  I want my husband here with me like its suppose to be enjoying our kids and the summer together.  Your suppose to be here laying in bed with me falling asleep in your arms holding me tight.

Playing with your kids and watching movies with me and telling me that everything will be ok even if its not.  I love you and want to spend the rest of my life with you and no one else will ever be the right one for me unless they are you. 

You need to come home so we can start the rest of our lives together finally. 

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Without you

The days are long but the nights are even longer here without you.  Some nights I am fine and others like tonight are lonely and heart breaking.
Aiden is a wake crying for you and how much he misses you and wants you home.. What do you say to a 3 year old who all he wants is his daddy. 
You always say you wouldn’t be missed if you were gone I hope now you know that is not true.. You are loved more than you know by your family.  We love and miss you so..
There isn’t a day that goes by that you don’t cross our minds or talked about.  All day long the kids ask for you and want you to come home. 

I just hope and pray that your family will come first this time and that you will think before you decide to go back to the old ways.  I hope that you will not put me in a position to have to be the bad guy and ask you to leave. 

I love you and miss you.. Can’t wait for you to come home to us quickly.

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life

I don’t understand why life always turns to crap for me. First time I get my hopes up to come see you I get dissed.  Then this time we get all the way there and they won’t let me in, and they take my license..

Why can’t anything just work out in my favor for once.  Its just not fair all I wanted to do was see you now I will have to wait until you come home

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Chain mail jewelry

Well I have decided to start my own company designing chain mail jewelry.  I make charms, bracelets, necklaces, rings and so much more.  I do custom design jewelry for all ages.  If interested in seeing my work you can go to jamie’s custom chain jewelry on facebook. 

I am just getting started so there aren’t many pictures yet but it is coming along quite nicely.  My prices are very reasonable.

You can send me your custom order on my facebook page by email or call me and order.

You can make a necklace to fit your favorite charm that you have been wanting to wear but can’t find a necklace to make it work.  You can customize it the way you want.  You can customize your very own charm bracelet if you choice.

The choices are endless.  So don’t miss out and hurt and order today.

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I miss you so

I thought this would be a lot easier then it has been. I figured 3 months will go fast and I would be fine.  Don’t get me wrong I knew I would miss you but I never thought it would hurt without you and out does.  I am in pain without you here.  I wish you would come home now.  I talk to you every day well almost everyday, but it isn’t the same as having you here with your arms around me holding me, kissing me, loving me.  I miss you so much I need you, want you here with us where you belong. 

I know you thought I would want to be with someone else or I wouldn’t want you anymore but that is the furthest thing from the way it is.  I love you more than ever and I will never want too be with anyone else.  I live you and no matter what I will always love you.  I miss you babe please come home soon…..

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Do you care

You have been gone a week now and you talked to me once yesterday and it deemed that all you cared about was the stuff for you not seeing how family is or how you are just what you need me to do. Which upset me a lot because here we are all missing you like crazy and is like you don’t miss us.  I know you don’t even realize what you did which is why I can’t be that upset with you its just how you are.
Well you did give me your release date so that’s a plus.  Well I do love you and.miss you hope you come home soon.

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Without you

You have been taken away from me again but this time it is going to be over and done with. Maybe this is the fresh start we needed when you come out we can hopefully have a fresh start.

This is an end of a very long journey that I have to admit that I’m very glad its finally over.

When you come home you will be 100% sober and I will be ready for the new chapter in our lives to start n not having to look over our shoulders anymore.  No weekly probation, no more drug tests, no more court thank god it is done and we can finally put the past behind us.

It has been a very hard and tiring year and a half with this and I am glad its over even if that means I have to lose u for 3 months. 

I will miss you everyday and night, it will be lonely without you to talk to or just sleep next to every night.. We have never been away from each other for this long but I know our relationship is strong enough to get through anything that is thrown in our way like it always has we can survive anything even this.

Your children will miss you dearly and I will take care of them while your not here and hopefully when you get home your relationship with them will get better also. 

I love you and will be counting the days till you return home to your family.  You are my best friend always have been and always will be.  I will see you soon until then be careful and come home to me soon..

Love you always

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Quit Smoking Ad

Above is a Stop Smoking ad that I designed in Photoshop for my portfolio.  I would love to hear your opinion on it.  Please feed back is always good to hear.  I took this picture of my son standing at my front door the day of his birthday and I think it made the perfect picture for an ad like this. You can’t see his face but that is what makes the picture so good for an ad like this.  I took the picture of the cigarette also and changed both picture to a posterized effect in Photoshop.  Hope you enjoy it.  I enjoyed designing it.

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WHY

You are asleep right now on our bed and I just keep asking myself why you feel like you have to lie to me for.  You make it like I am the one who doesn’t believe you or trust you at the moment you are on the stuff you lie to me about taking it.  Sooner or later you finally tell me the truth even if you don’t mean too.. The problem is your still lying to me and how can we make this marriage work if you keep lying and I can’t trust you when it comes to the drugs.  Maybe its just me and you don’t see it that way.  but you tell me to “shut the fuck up” when i bring it up if you were on anything and even when I have the proof of it you still lie to my face.  How is this ever going to work if you keep feeling the need to lie to me instead of just coming clean specially when you know your busted and I know.

You haven’t changed I guess I don’t know why you have the need to lie to me all the time Why can’t you just be honest with me for once.  That is all I am asking.  I keep giving you chances and you keep basically through them in my face like I shouldn’t be giving you the chance.  Just tell me one thing and then I will let this all go…..

WHY??????

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